Diddy, one of the most successful music moguls, is now facing renewed scrutiny as a leaked diary, allegedly belonging to his late ex-girlfriend Kim Porter, has surfaced, reigniting suspicions about her death and his personal life.

Porter, who passed away suddenly in 2018 at the age of 47, was the mother of three of Diddy’s children. While her cause of death was officially reported as pneumonia, rumors of foul play have persisted, with many believing that Diddy played a role in her untimely demise. Now, these rumors have gained traction as shocking details from her supposed diary are being made public.

The alleged diary, now compiled into a 60-page book titled *Kim’s Lost Words*, reveals scandalous details about Diddy’s private life, casting a dark shadow over the music executive. According to the publisher, Chris Todd, these diaries were leaked by Porter’s close friends, and the material was only lightly edited before release.

The book reportedly uncovers Diddy’s involvement in wild parties, relationships with both men and women, and even disturbing claims of physical violence. One of the most shocking allegations is that Porter had knowledge of Diddy’s secret lifestyle and kept recordings of some of his compromising situations, including an encounter with an 18-year-old male pop star who later became famous.

Porter’s relationship with Diddy was long and tumultuous. They shared an on-again, off-again romance, which officially ended in 2007, but they continued to co-parent and remained close friends until her death. Despite the public image of an amicable relationship, Porter’s diary tells a different story, alleging that Diddy was physically abusive.

One particular incident details how Diddy allegedly slapped Porter during a fight related to their unconventional sex life. Other disturbing details suggest Diddy frequently engaged in violent behavior towards women in his life, including Porter and his later girlfriend, Cassie Ventura.

Roger Bonds, a former bodyguard for Diddy, corroborated some of these claims in a recent interview, stating that he had personally witnessed Diddy act violently toward both Porter and Cassie. Bonds described Diddy as a “master manipulator” and recounted multiple instances where he saw the music mogul “grab, smack, and control” women.

Bonds also recalled one specific incident in front of the Beverly Hills Hotel where Diddy and Porter were fighting in a car, and Porter threatened to scratch his face, implying that she knew how much Diddy cared about maintaining his public image.

Porter’s sudden death in 2018 was a shock to many, and while the official cause was pneumonia, her friends and family have long believed that there was more to the story. The resurfacing of these alleged diary entries has only added fuel to the fire, with some speculating that the information Porter had on Diddy may have put her life in danger. Now, with this new book making waves, there are calls to reopen the investigation into her death.

Diddy, meanwhile, is also dealing with a slew of legal battles. In November 2023, Cassie sued him for assault and abuse, further painting a picture of a man whose public persona as a charming and successful businessman hides a darker, more violent side. With multiple women coming forward with allegations against him, Diddy’s reputation is hanging by a thread.

The release of *Kim’s Lost Words* has stirred up significant controversy, and if the claims in the book are to be believed, Diddy may face further legal trouble. Whether or not these allegations hold up, the diary’s contents have reignited the conversation around Kim Porter’s mysterious death and the true nature of her relationship with one of hip-hop’s most powerful figures.

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